I’ll be heading off to sleep now.
To lie awake in bed thinking about everything.
To dream of the one thing I can’t have and don’t deserve to have.
And to wake up sad knowing what can never happen.
As much as I wish I had made a different choice those few years ago, I can’t change a thing no matter how hard I wish.
Knowing now what I didn’t know then…I regret not making a decision that might have been good for me.
There are many days and nights that this completely conquers without fail. It’s so hard to forget about the one thing that could have made me happy back then.
I can’t help it. As much as it affects me emotionally, I truly don’t have the will power to do so.
And frankly, I’m okay with that last part.
Just let me be. This will be with me the rest of my life, whether I like it or not.
Good night, my dear followers. To the ones who have respected my opinions and requests…and those who have been following me since late 2010.
So it’s World Goth Day. I am in Pennsylvania where there are no actual goths or goth happenings. So I will be home, watching movies and eating my feelings. Goodnight.
I can only tolerate and ignore so long until I just can’t fucking stand it anymore and tell them off and BE HONEST.
THE TRUTH HURTS…but it doesn’t mean you gotta be a dick to me for actually being honest.
I’ll be going to sleep now.
I can only tolerate so much bullshit
Cross into either and you will never see the light of day ever again.
I mean it. Everyone.
No creepy messages to me anymore. It makes me uncomfortable.
No, I am not a rude person…I just want people to actually fucking respect and acknowledge my personal space…on and offline.
Now I need to get some sleep. In addition to allergies, I seem to have picked up a cold. Please leave me be.
Alright, I need sleep. #Goodnight #me #selfportrait #olderphoto #2008 #goth #gothic #makeup
Alright. I gotta sleep. And by this time tomorrow, my bathroom will FINALLY be usable again. I can have baths again. Ahhh…and on Monday next week, we’re getting a new floor in the family room. Things here are finally starting to look up. Now all I need to do is get my life back together…lose weight and gain confidence. Goodnight, instagoffs. ;) #me #selfportrait #olderphoto #2011 #goth #gothic #makeup #finally #thingsarelookingup #goodnight
Gonna watch 1 episode of Golden Girls then go to sleep. #me #selfportrait #goth #gothic #makeup #olderphoto #2011 #goodnight
#me #selfportrait #hairography #goth #gothic #makeup #recent #2012 #goodnight
There are a lot of decisions that I wish I had made…and ones I wish I could change. But I can’t. I’ve lost what I could have had, and what I should have had. I regret it more and more every single day.
I have been making…well, no decisions for the past 2 years of my life and I feel that I should make some now. But before I do…I’ve got to get back to the way that I was before…when I was happy. I’ve got to do what I needed to do years ago. And that’s live. Better late than never.
I’m gonna make a schedule for myself during the day so that I know that I always have something to do, and always know what I need to do. I want to be me again, cause I sure as hell am not myself right now.
I’m gonna go sleep now. Tolerate my face. Goodnight.
So…I apologize for ruining the internet with my face. I’ll go to bed now. Goodnight, peeps and hoes xD #me #selfportrait #makeup #olderphoto #2010 #goth #goodnight
OHHHH YISSSS!! Thunderstoooooorm. First of the year. Partay. I’ll be off to bed now, though. #Goodnight #thunderstorm #theweatherchannel #weather #WeatherChannel #tomorrow #thunder #storm #soexcited
So glad that the cold weather is finally gone for a while. Soon enough, I’ll be out on my porch in the summer admiring thunderstorms. Until then…blue sky and warm weather will be amazing. Anyone who knows me knows how obsessed I am with thunderstorms. Okay, well…goodnight. Will be spending the majority of my day outside tomorrow. Or later today…or…I dunno. #goodnight #sky #bluesky #trees #2013 #earliertoday #spring #springweather #finally
These things were the best part of my day. That’s it really. Fiji water, Whole Grain Goldfish…and my anti-depressant meds. It is now midnight here and I must venture off to sleep. I’ve been getting ferocious migraines at night and I really hate it. So…goodnight. **sings to self: “thiiiiiissss is whyyyyyy you’re gonnaaaaa beeee foreeeeeever aloooooooone…”** #goldfish #Fiji #FijiWater #goldfishcrackers #wholegraingoldfish #antidepressants #thisismylife #thisismyliferightnow #iwillalwaysbealone #goodnight
So yeah, I am adding color to this. I feel like without purple…this would not be Minx.
I am making a solemn promise to actually finish the art that I started. I usually don’t.
So yeah. This is my progress. I will submit the FINAL piece to the Minx art Tumblr. For now…progress will be here on my personal blog.